103 days, 10 hours, and counting...College move-in day approaches.
I am way past ready. I know that I am to be on that campus the 8th of January. It's time, He has made that very clear. So many things stood in my way that were impossible to work out. And believe me, I tried. Each one were necessities before moving day. However, I 've seen Him work things out despite the impossibilities. It was all Him, and He has proven that to me. And in that way, proven that college is His will for me. I'll spare you the details...for now. ;) They are incredible, and unexplainable...except God. I am scared to death, there's no question about that. But I am ready! I chose rather to take a step into "adult-hood" rather than shrink in fear. Taking a leap of faith, than stay in my comfort zone. The rewards far exceed the disadvantages. Six months into my first "real" job proves that. That was all Him, and I can see His hand in it constantly. I couldn't have been given a better job. It is providing me, not only with the means of which to go to college, but incredible experiences and training. I try to soak in every moment. Every training, every day, I try to process it all as, "How can I use this with my future ministry or family?". EVERYTHING relates to how I will work with my future kids and families. Positively, or negatively, I am gaining irreplaceable hands-on experiences. Yes, it is still overwhelming. There's an unreal amount of unknowns, and so much preparation. Let alone, I am the DIY, Pinterest obsessed girl who has all these projects she wants to attempt before move in day. I am excited. I am ready. I am scared. And I fear failure. Only one more hurdle standing between me and college. However, if I take a moment and see what He's done thus far, it's silly for me to doubt that He will provide for me yet again. Look around at what He's done in your life. Things may seem like a struggle at the moment, and you may doubt if it will all work out, but just trust Him. Place it in His hands. His way is the best way, even if it's against our own. The safest place to be is in the center of God's will. If you are there, you have nothing to fear.
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