Another semester behind me. Each one brings its own new set of difficulties, but I feel as though the past few months have gone much smoother than the previous semester. It was more of a home, I knew the people, and I felt as though I belonged there. My entire semester felt as if it was centered on one main theme, one central class, or one book; Faith and Hebrews. Everything came back to the thought of faith and the truths the book of Hebrews contains. Hidden inside me has been this constant invisible war between me, pain, and infection. Yet throughout this semester I have experienced an even deeper sense of His grace in my life. I have been reminded of the perfectness of His timing. Even if it has been a few days later than when I expected, or when things did not happen immediately, as I thought they should, His timing has always been best. This semester I have faced some of my greatest fears. And I have learned to accept His will with my fears. As my health progresses, I have accepted that certain outcomes will more than likely happen, and if so, I will be okay with that. Because I have been reassured of my faith in His control of my life. My wreck greatly emphasized that. Nothing will happen to me that is out of His control. If He calls me to walk through uncertain paths, they’re not uncertain to Him. I have found a joy in my physical pain. Daily it teaches me something. There has been a continual song in my heart the past month. The Lord has put songs in my mind for me to sing without realizing it to teach me that He is still in control. I’d be singing a song without thinking about it. The moment I realized what I was doing, it would blow me away as the words were exactly what I needed at that moment. And this happened many times over the course of the past month.
I’ve also learned to love deeper and reach out to people. I’ve gained a greater appreciation and love for family. I have been taught the concept of balance in a whole new way. And have somehow accomplished to complete the first six of ten chapters to my future book. God’s been good and I can’t wait to see what He brings me to next semester!
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